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This Year

by robin howarth

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1.
this year 04:34
This Year I saw the spring, for the very first time, this year, this year it was resplendent, extravagant, and kind this year, this year the blossoms came and stayed so very long during the worst of times, this year I saw the fall for the very first time this year, this year it was warm and magical and it unwound my mind this year, this year the leaves remained attached for so very long during this yearning time, this year I saw your face for the very last time this year, this year you stayed with us for too short a time this year, this year the blossoms came and stayed so very long during the worst of times, this year the leaves remained attached for so very long during this yearning time, this year now I’m stepping out for a walk in the snow, this year, this year and I’ve been changed more than I know this year, this year this year.
2.
its a long long climb to the mountain top but we can rest along the way we can rest along the way boys but you know we cannot stay its miles to go to the riverside but we can rest along the way we can rest along the way boys but you know we cannot stay for the days are growing darker and the wind is blowing cold and this old earth needs some healing before our story's told blood in the streets, blood on our hands and serpentines of harm it's time to pay some attention boys to amend and to disarm it's been a wondrous ride, a waterslide our consumer's paradise untethered dreams of fortune boys on this we've rolled the dice for the days are growing warmer and the rains are blowing bold time to breath in obligations as we're growing old its a long long climb to the mountain top but we can rest along the way we can rest along the way boys, but you know we cannot stay its miles to go to the riverside but we can rest along the way we can rest along the way boys but you know we cannot stay the days are growing brighter and a sun is shining bold and this old earth was striving long before our tale was told.
3.
murmurings 03:24
let us go to the river and we'll lay our bodies down in the cool rushing water with the cedars all around as the clouds dance above us and the birdsongs come and go we can let go our burdens and the things we think we know. the sun glints on dragonflies darting to and fro rocks sink into my back as I let my troubles go and the waters keeps flowing from before and way beyond cut this canyon through the granite carving spaces in this song let us go to the river and we'll lay our bodies down in the cool rushing water with the cedars all around as the clouds dance above us and the birdsongs come and go we can let go our burdens and the things we think we know.
4.
sinking suspicion - October 2021 I've got a sinking suspicion, that my daily denials keep me safe in a cozy little titanic place singing la la la la la I've got a sinking suspicion that my solutions are just part of the mess and my concepts may be more than bereft singing la la la la la I've got a sinking suspicion I'm running from death into the arms of the sirens singing la la la la la part of me can't be trusted part of me wants to know who to blame part of me longs for rescue part of me just gets lost in the game part of me brims joyful part of me's forgotten my name I've got a sinking suspicion that the way I hear the robin's call is full of bad faith and a berlin wall singing la la la la la part of me can't be trusted part of me wants to know who to blame part of me longs for rescue part of me just gets lost in the game I've got a sinking suspicion, that my daily denials keep me safe in a cozy little titanic place singing la la la la la singing la la la la la singing la la la la la singing la la la la la
5.
Falling to Earth - September 2021 we can move it faster, longer, further we can send it way beyond the sky we can drill it down below the oceans we can do it with all our reasons why but it's - falling, falling to earth falling, falling to earth we can imagine ourselves as separate alive yet somehow on our own a pinnacle of effort and achievement with nature just a thing to own but it's falling, falling to earth falling, falling to earth we can wish away our dying imagine limitless wellbeing delusional visions of perfection with illness just a distant dream but we're still falling, falling to earth falling, falling to earth now the winds of change are blowing you can feel it in your bones seeds of petro-power a-growing remind us we are not alone we thought we were the only actors all-knowing masters of our fate now as our actions turn to bite us maybe they'll remind us of our plight now it's fallen, fallen to earth fallen, fallen to earth it's falling falling to earth falling falling to earth there's no certainty or promise that things will ever come out right but let's find ways to help each other through this long, long warming night as were falling falling to earth falling falling to earth come on down it's a beautifully terrifying place all around, all around this earth but we're falling, falling to earth falling falling to earth
6.
Headlong Rush you who are so quick to judge act now before it's too late on our headlong rush to nowhere sit down and listen in to the tidal wave of panic in our headlong rush to nowhere take a breath, take a break take a good look around on this headlong rush to nowhere place your feet on the earth feel the pounding, feel the hurt of our headlong rush to nowhere what are we going to do? ... the harming and the healing are all so revealing on our headlong rush to nowhere we're in a mess, there is no answer let's open our hearts, and stop moving faster on our headlong rush to nowhere
7.
I said it once before and I'll say it again it's a strange, strange time we're livin' in sliding to the right othering the plight while we need each other to pitch in can we be more open our hearts dance in the streets one more ride for you and me I'm hanging around on this sacred ground can't make sense of whatever's goin' down planet in the balance looking for the cadence just open to the sound joy is the force life is the course love in the streets one more ride for you and for me Cornell West said is best justice is what love looks like in public, let's be around for more try to rise above the trouble joy is the force life is the course love in the streets one more ride for you and for me I said it once before and I'll say it once again it's a strange, strange time we're livin' in sliding to the right othering the plight While we need each other to pitch in can we be more open our hearts love in the streets one more dance for you and me
8.
boundaries 03:24
BOUNDARIES One could respect the authority of time that contains all we have together fluid yet forever and once we were another there's is a beginning and an end as we bend to each other love transcends identities turns our hearts towards the weather there's is a beginning and an end as we bend to each other love transcends identities turns our hearts to the weather hold lightly to beliefs they're the way we cope with our boundaries.

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my first compilation, with much thanks and gratitude for family, friends, colleagues (and Raz Jam musical friends) as we travel along this wondrous road together

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released December 25, 2021

all songs written by robin howarth
guitars, mandolin, keyboards and vocals - rob
bass guitar - leonard luksenberg
waves - altlantic ocean

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robin howarth Toronto, Ontario

thanks for visiting/listening!...all paintings/photos on this site are by me, along with the songs. Song-writing has helped to keep me afloat (at least somewhat) during the pandemic - along with family, friends, work and singing and playing with my friends in the Raz Jam group (some of whom play on these songs).
- rob (Oct 2021)
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